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Confessions of a Girl in Love

by Helen

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1.
When you think of me now Do you picture the past? Or do you wonder when you’ll see me again? And if we tried it now Do you think that we’d last? Or would we slip away like water through hands? Not a day goes by That you’re not on my mind But I know I’ll never pick up the phone Because I’d rather wonder why For the rest of my life Than be next to you still feeling alone But I miss you in my bones And I want you to know that I can’t stay mad And I told you to go but I don’t mean that And you hurt me but I know I’ll miss you just the same And I know that we’re just going round and round As we dig ourselves into the ground But I still turn around every time someone says your name When I think of you now I see it all laid out Like a script and I’m reading someone else’s part When I think of you now I still can’t figure out how, I can’t make sense of the way we fell apart All I see’s my bleeding heart And I want you to know that I can’t stay mad And I told you to go but I don’t mean that And you hurt me but I know I’ll miss you just the same And I know that we’re just going round and round As we dig ourselves into the ground But I still turn around every time someone says your name (says your name) And I know it’s wrong And I should just move on But there’s a part of me that still runs back to you Because if I let go And you’re really gone Then what will I have left to hold onto? Cause I’m afraid that I need you And I want you to know that I can’t stay mad And I told you to go but I don’t mean that (I don’t mean that) And you hurt me but I know I’ll miss you just the same (just the same) And I know that we’re just going round and round As we dig ourselves into the ground But I still turn around every time someone says your name (Oh, when I hear your name, I turn back around)
2.
Step in through the doorway, take off your shoes When you leave I don’t want any traces left of you All that I’ll remember is that an angel was here Not even your name, my dear Step in through the window, take off your coat Put away that knife you’re holding at my throat All that I’ll remember is the song you stole And I won’t tell a single soul Take what you want from me But when you’re done, could you at least have the courtesy to leave? Maybe this is how it’s meant to be, maybe I’m meant to be alone Because the only hearts I ever love I can never call my own Little good all this music does, no matter how much I sing However many words I write on this page, I could never write you out of me Tell me why you came here, don’t you lie You don’t have to worry, I won’t cry Some men bring roses like you brought me pain And your voice runs through my veins Don’t tell me where you’re going if you go Cause I’m afraid I might follow if I know All that I’ll remember is how long you stayed And every single price I paid Take what you want from me But when you’re done, could you at least have the courtesy to leave? Maybe this is how it’s meant to be, maybe I’m meant to be alone Because the only hearts I ever love I can never call my own Little good all this music does, no matter how much I sing However many words I write on this page, I could never write you out of me Take what you want from me But when you’re done, could you at least have the courtesy to leave? Maybe this is how it’s meant to be, maybe I’m meant to be alone Because the only hearts I ever love I can never call my own Little good all this music does, no matter how much I sing However many words I write on this page, I could never write you out of me
3.
They say New York City’s lonely Well I don’t think that’s true I say New York City’s the only Place I can be free from you Cause every time I’m around you I see my whole world on fire You know the hottest flames burn blue While the ashes pile up higher I will climb to the top of the highest building in town All the pictures of you will drop I’ll watch them spiraling down, down, down Subway cars and late night bars will do their best to erase you Blood red wine and bright skylines will try and try to replace you You are my chains, alcohol in my veins, but now you have to release me I cannot stay so I’m flying away, away to New York City I will take a taxi as far as I can go I’ll drink more black coffee and try to heal my broken bones But there’s one thing I’m still afraid of; I have dreams that I still fall Cause what if hearts aren’t made of mendable material? I will climb to the top of the highest building in town The heart that still beats for you will stop As I watch the city burn down, down, burn down Subway cars and late night bars will do their best to erase you Blood red wine and bright skylines will try and try to replace you You are my chains, alcohol in my veins, but now you have to release me I cannot stay so I’m flying away, away to New York City Lips the color of cherries or blood It all depends on your point of view Rain grows the flowers or just brings the flood Two drops of poison or two eyes of blue I never told you so you’ll never know That is the one thing that I will regret I suspect no matter how far I go You are the one thing I’ll never forget, forget Subway cars and late night bars will do their best to erase you Blood red wine and bright skylines have tried and failed to replace you You are my chains, alcohol in my veins; I’m begging you to release me I cannot stay so I’m flying away, away to New York City To New York City
4.
Give me a sign I’ll take anything I’m not a mind reader, My darling Give me a word I’ll fill in the rest Am I getting your worst While giving you my best? Sing me a song I’ll take any tune I know them all by heart I learned them all from you Give me a line I’ll finish the page Need to know if it’s in my mind Are we starting to change? There is a heaven for us There a paradise but the road is treacherous Take my hand, I won’t let you go Don’t ask me how far, I don’t know Take my love, I won’t let you down We’ve made it this far, don’t leave me now And if you ever get lost you can always come back around Show me a star So I can follow you Leave me a million scars So I’ll remember you Tell me a lie As long as it’s sweet I’ll let you paint all my skies Shades of bittersweet There is a heaven for us There is a paradise but the road is dangerous Take my hand, please don’t let me go I won’t ask you how far, I know you don’t know Take my love, please don’t let me down We’ve made it this far, I won’t leave now And you ever get lost you can always come back around I wanna know you like I know my own songs I wanna hold you even if it might be wrong I’m gonna be here if the sky falls down And if we lose our way it’s okay as long as we come back around Take my hand, I won’t let you go Don’t ask me how far, I don’t know Take my love (take my love) I won’t let you down (don’t let me down) We’ve made it this far, don’t leave me now (I won’t leave now) And if you ever get lost, you can always come back around (Oh baby, come back around) And if you ever get lost, you can always come back around
5.
I drove through seven states To get away, and I cried the whole way I wrote a thousand words A thousand ways that I didn’t say “I loved you” And I thought when I let them fly, I said goodbye Never knew that the wind would take them back, Back to you From stealing smiles in grocery aisles to holding you at night From broken promises to kisses at every traffic light I’d do it all again if you told me then you’d be mine to hold Now I fall asleep listening to the beat of your heart of gold You made a few mistakes I turned away when I wanted to stay Our signals crossed, a heavy cost But all love lost comes back someday I loved you, and I’ll be damned if I let go, when you know you know And I knew that someday I’d come back, Back to you From stealing smiles in grocery aisles to holding you at night From broken promises to kisses at every traffic light I’d do it all again if you told me then you’d be mine to hold Now I fall asleep listening to the beat of your heart of gold From jagged parts of broken hearts to finally feeling whole It’s like waking up, we’re making up the time that sadness stole I’d do it all again if you told me then you’d be mine to hold Now I fall asleep listening to the beat of your heart of gold

about

Emerging artist Helen’s debut EP Confessions of a Girl in Love is as real as it gets when it comes to songwriting. Captivatingly honest, the project is an emotional journey across six years of her life.

The five songs of the EP chronicle the emotional turbulence of Helen's late teens and early 20s. They tell the tale of a girl who experienced heartbreak and held on to hope; a girl who lost love and found it again. Helen possesses an enchanting ability to illustrate emotion through song, and she dives deep into the sad girl aesthetic with songs like “Write You Out of Me”— then turns heartbreak on its head with songs like “Heart of Gold.”

In Confessions, Helen combines intimate lyricism with a dramatic and emotional soundscape. Recorded and produced by Jada LaFrance and co-produced by Helen, the EP features a pop production with influences from country and singer-songwriter genres. Helen elevates her sound on this project, turning songs she wrote alone in her bedroom into rich, full arrangements that support her soul-baring style of songwriting.

Confessions of a Girl in Love has something for everyone. It is a refuge for the heartbroken and an escape for the hopeless romantic. In Helen’s first multi-track project, the happy and the sad, heartache and love, come together to bring her story to life.

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released October 6, 2023

Helen: Lyricist, Composer, Co-Producer, Vocals, Vocals (Background), Piano, Acoustic Guitar, Organ, Electric Guitar, Fiddle Arrangement, Electric Guitar Arrangement

Jada LaFrance: Producer, Recording Engineer, Editing Engineer, Acoustic Guitar, Vocals (Background), Fiddle Arrangement, Electric Guitar Arrangement

Maura Dunst: Fiddle, Fiddle Arrangement

Will Keebler: Drums Arrangement

Troy Wyman: Electric Guitar, Electric Guitar Arrangement

Jason McGlone: Mixing Engineer

Max Greene: Mastering Engineer

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